*THIS IS A PARTIAL RANT AND IS WRITTEN WEIRD*
I’ve had a less than alright last couple of days and it’s definitely been wearing on me. I’ve been feeling like a large number of people in my life just don’t care about me lately. Now, i know that’s most likely untrue, but it has still been upsetting me a lot this last week. I’ve been super emotional and crying almost every day and it makes me feel like I’m weak, like something is wrong with me.
Fast forward to about an hour ago.
( text messages)
Him: When are you coming over today?
Me: I’m coming over?
Him: yeah…when
Me: i dunno, a few hours
Him: oh.
Me: do you still want to see me? it will be pretty late…
Him: why do you ask such stupid questions?
i didn’t respond.
normally, that comment would’ve probably irritated me but for some reason it was the right thing for him to say today. It made me feel wanted for the first time in days.
a few minutes later he sent me another message,
“i love you, ill see you tonight”
:)
